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Letters from the Library



My last 'Letters from the Library' post came at the beginning of the last academic year and I was in a little bit of a limbo period, not knowing where I would be at the start of the current one. I had gone for a job as an Assistant Librarian in another school but I was unsuccessful. Luckily the school I was at very kindly agreed to let me stay on and I spent most of the six weeks holiday working my way through a huge to do list, which included rearranging the library.

Me and the Librarian didn't actually end up working together too much over the six weeks as we both used our annual leave at different times. I did find it difficult to work from a list that she had created without her there to answer any questions I had but I feel like I did a good job. I do admit to feeling a little despondent over the summer. Although I was really enjoying work at the school, the placement was only designed to last year and then I was meant to move on. Every other person who had completed the placement had moved on after the initial twelve months and I hadn't. A part of me felt like I had failed. I did have to keep reminding myself that three out of the four people who had gone before me had actually moved on to different sectors. School librarian jobs are not ripe for the picking, especially in the area in which I live, so the job hunt was always going to be an arduous process. So I picked myself up and pledged to get as much out of continuing at the school as possible whilst still searching for a new job.

In the end it turned out to rather a good thing that I didn't move on.

The last week of the summer holidays was actually the first time throughout the whole summer that the Librarian and I were able to work with each other for more than one day. We had the last week set aside for getting the new display backings up and doing any last minute tidying and rearranging that needed doing.

All was going smoothly until we decided to put the display backing up. The display boards in the library are not easily accessible and in order to get to this particular one we were required to climb up on to a bench. It was whilst I was stapling away at a border that I head a huge clatter and turned round to see the Librarian on the floor clutching her wrist.

A trip to A&E and a five hour day spent in hospital later and it turns out she had broken it.

Which meant that for the foreseeable future I was going to be running the library. This wouldn't have been too much of a problem if it weren't for the fact that I was going to Florida for two weeks, a holiday that had been booked before I got the job.

This meant that for the first three days of the new school year I was racing round like a headless chicken trying to put things in place so that the library would not burn to the ground in my absence. This process was frustrated by members of the SLT being very unhelpful and basically telling me it wasn't my problem. There may have been a little bit of truth in there, they were attempting to sort out cover etc. but I still felt that I needed to be kept in the loop. The students were at the top of my priority list and I made sure that there were facilities available for them to return books as I knew that there would be many who were worried about over dues whilst the library was shut. I also made sure that staff knew the library was going to be running a limited service but to email me any queries they had so that I could attend to them when I got back.

I then jetted off to Florida and had the best two weeks I have had in a while and luckily came back to a functioning, if somewhat disorganised, library. It was then that I realised that I needed to step up to the plate and keep the library running as normal as possible. Of course there were things that I couldn't do because I didn't have access to the Librarians emails or documents but I did my utmost best to do everything that needed doing.

It was a rather tiring time if I am honest but I did enjoy the challenge. I tried my best to make sure all the classes that were scheduled went ahead and for the most part I kept the library open at break times so students could use it. I fielded questions from staff, kept the website up to date and I did it with almost no help whatsoever.

I think that is the one thing that made it such a stressful time, not having support from SLT. I had a glimpse into what it is like for Librarians who work on there own and don't have much support from higher up. It is not a walk in the park believe me.

But I did it and when the Librarian came back during the second week in November she thanked me for keeping the library running. It took up until the week we broke up for Christmas to catch up on everything that had been missed or forgotten whilst she was off.

That's when this little story takes another turn.

I got a new job!

It was all rather rushed as I went for the interview and was offered the job three days before the Christmas holidays began but as of tomorrow I will be working in a new school. What is most exciting about this new job is that I will be running my own library!

I have done it, I have managed to land myself my dream job!

It is not going to be without it's challenges. The library is in dire need to an overhaul but I am confident that I will be able to turn it around. I will be working as a solo Librarian which is a little nerve-wracking but I will tackle it head on. I had a meeting at the school last week and I got the most supportive feeling from everyone I met. The English and Literacy team can't wait to work with me, the Head Teacher is fully on board and there have been talks of a good budget to get the library back up and running.

I also have such a fabulous network of people that I have met on Twitter. Librarians such as Leanne, Alison, Hilary, Rachel, Elly, Jo and Cazzle who have welcomed me into their little community on Twitter and have helped/encouraged me so much already! I know I'll be OK with them around.

I have a big job on my hands but I cannot wait to get started. I have so many ideas buzzing round my head and it is going to be so rewarding to see how my passion can help build a fantastic school library.

I'll be updating mine and the libraries progress on here so if you want to follow my journey keep your eyes peeled!




Letters from the Library


Can you believe it has been four months since my first 'Letters from the Library' post?! The plan was to make it a regular feature but, as you will know, life can hectic and get in the way of the best laid plans!

It is hard to fathom that my initial 12 month contract within the Library will be coming to an end in just over a months time. This past academic year has just flown by! I am happy to report that I am still enjoying working in the Library as much as I was in March. Although with the six weeks holiday starting next week I will be glad to get some peace and quiet at work without the students!



Letters from the Library


Way back in October I wrote a post titled 'Beginning my journey to become a school librarian' in which I wrote about the excitement of being at the very start of my graduate trainee year as and Assistant Librarian in a school library. 

We are now in the second week of March and I can't believe how much time has flown by since I wrote that post. I am now entering the sixth month of my placement and I am glad to report that I am still enjoying it as much as I was then. 

Working in a school library is hectic but extremely rewarding. My life is now set to the ringing of the school bell and it is sometimes a race to see how much I can get done in a particular period, as the next period will be taken up by lessons or students coming to swap their books. Days and weeks fly by and I am grateful that I work with a Librarian that takes part in so many different events and activities because I always have something to look forward too.



Beginning my journey to become a school librarian . . .

So it's been a while since my last 'life' post. In my 'What now' post I wrote about feeling as though I was in a state of flux, and to be honest I really was. I felt like I was heading into a bit of a crisis, I had no idea what was coming next.

Teaching was the career path that seemed to be appealing to me at that moment in time. If I'm honest I think teaching was something I was considering because a lot of people expected that of me and it seemed like an obvious choice. I decided, however, that teaching wasn't something I was passionate enough about to spend another year studying; taking up a place on a course that could have gone to someone who truly wanted it. 

Librarianship, specifically school librarianship, on the other hand, was a constant in the back of my mind. I had been set on following the path into librarianship for sometime but in my near crisis I panicked and thought it would be too difficult. 

I can happily announce that I changed my mind and am currently three weeks into a graduate traineeship at a really good school. Having only been there for three weeks I am still finding my feet but I already know that working in a school library is the path I want/need to take. 

I am pulled towards work as a school librarian because I want to instill a love of reading in young people. I think there is nothing more rewarding than seeing students excited about reading. The correlation between the development of literacy skills and reading for pleasure is something I am keenly interested in and I believe that working in a school library will allow me to turn that interest into a vocation.



What now?

Three weeks ago today I submitted the last two pieces of coursework for my degree. In a heady rush of adrenaline I handed in my 10,000 word dissertation and then spent almost six hours in the library completing my final assignment. I had expected to feel some kind of climatic closure to my time as an academic but, alas, as yet it has not come. This may be, in part, due to the fact that I have to wait until the end of June to find out whether or not all my hard work has paid off. I have managed to push my pending grades to the back of my mind for the most part, however, there are moments where I am almost consumed with the thought of them.

To be completely honest I feel as though I am in a state of flux. I have finished my degree but I do not have the confirmation of what the last three and a half years have amounted too.

Of course there is also the fact that for the last seventeen years of my life I have had the status of being a student in some capacity. Now I find myself faced with the fact that in September life will simply just carry on as it has been. No longer will my year be punctuated with the start of a new semester, preceded by the gloriously geeky adventure of buying new stationary and an investigation into the modules I will be studying. I have bathed in the pools of academia and now I find myself cast out of those waters.

In short, I may be having a slight identity crisis.

English Literature has been the basis of my identity since I can remember, books have laid the foundation for the way I live, think and behave since an extremely tender age. The decision to study English Literature came about purely because I was not ready to let my life as a student go. I did not go to university with dreams of a leaving with a first and a high flying career already secured. No, I went to university because learning is something that I love to do. Whilst I have done my fair share of moaning about the work load and the essays assigned to me over the last three and a half years, in hindsight, I have thoroughly enjoyed every single moment. It is always hard to appreciate something whilst you are in the moment. It is not until you can sit back and evaluate moments or periods of your life that you realise how much you have grown as a person. During the more difficult lectures and whilst writing the more arduous assignments I sometimes questioned whether I was clever enough to be on the course. It is only when taking part in conversations and whilst trying to explain complicated theories to family and friends that I realise I have learnt quite a lot and that as well as learning, I have actually understood a large chunk of it (not Derrida though, never Derrida.)

So. I now find myself looking back at the last three and a half years of my life and asking myself the same question.

What now?

You see I do have plans for my life. I want a nice house, a lovely wedding, two children. Those have always been on my lists of future plans. Something that has not featured so heavily is the career that is going to allow me the house, the wedding and the children. The reason for this is because I don't really know what I want to do. I have flitted between teaching, librarianship, marketing, recruitment; a whole plethora of career paths. To be honest, a part of me doesn't feel old enough or experienced enough to be contemplating a career. The word sounds so grown up and I do not feel like a grown up.

Luckily I have a part time job at the moment and I know that I am under no pressure to jump straight into a career straight away. At the moment teaching is the path that has the most pull. I am thinking of gaining a qualification as a teaching assistant in the next few years which could possibly lead to me applying for a PGCE qualification.
Those ideas are not set in stone. It is just something I am thinking about. The first thing I need to do is gain a grade C in Maths and I shall be applying for a college course that starts in September. I am setting myself small targets in hope that those small steps will help me carve out a larger plan.

The problem I have is in the not knowing. I am the type of person who likes to have a plan. Whilst I have a job that will keep me tiding over for a while, the uncertainty of what I will be doing in a few years leaves me feeling a little nervous.

So I guess the answer to the what now question is that I need to relax for a while. I have just completed a degree, a stressful endeavour and I possibly deserve a bit of a break. Until I receive my classification in June I shall have to reside in this state of flux and carry on planning for a future that is still a little way off.


When it comes down to it so long as I am happy, I guess that all that matters.